A poem for the one who will never read it...

I'm slowing falling apart,
my tears still seem to fall,
my hope is starting to fade,
my memories of you are breaking my heart,
but somehow you continued to move on,
breaking my heart,
sucking my hope right out of me,
forgetting our past,
everything we had,
you threw it down the drain,
and here I sit,
waiting for the day you'll come back to me,
waiting for the day I hear my phone ring and see that its you calling,
but as I write this,
its hurts to know that all I can do is wait,
wait for the things that I know will never come,
and so this tattered little heart of mine still beats,
but its slowly,
slowly breaking in pieces.


Yup, thats my poem! Its really bad, I know! hehe. Nothing much happening in my life! You know what I wanna do though? I wanna get a beer bottle, or wine bottle, either will do, and write a letter to HIM [a.k.a. CHUCK] and put it in that bottle and set it out to sea....I know he'd never read it, but still! I think it'd be fun! Yes I do! hahahaha.

QUOTE: "letting go is hard, especially when you know you have to, and you know you don't want to." [by idk!]

I really like that quote! It SO applies to me right now....I need to let go of him, its been almost a year, but I can't....

I would love to write more, but my biology textbook is calling [lol.] I have a huge test tomorrow and i need to study!

hugs and kisses,
Cami